lame karma

A dumb day*

2005-02-21T18:39:00.000-08:00

Today is normal. Today i had IT course. When I was supposed to be designing the poster, I was busy drawing charcoal [Shari]. Haha. She was all black. Hahaha. During art, Grayson drew me so angry [Like Auntie] Haha. Then i draw him so nice. "Hao Xing Mei Hao Bao" Haha. I can't believe what "he" said. Thanks anyway. Hahaha. Took Shari's geography book. Went to Mac, then run back to school to take file. Haha. Run until I almost died. Science that time so funny. Haha. Kept talking on the phone. Blah Blah Blah. Blah Blah. Hahaha. I seem a little mad today. Stupid Alvin Chua!!! Take my rubber band. Ahhhhhhhh! Nothing more to say! Bye. Chao! :-)

I am scared

2005-02-20T22:24:00.000-08:00

Hide and Seek is totally scary. Oh My God. Today wasn't really great. It was kind of on the average. Alamak. Tomorrow is school. Just totally love it. Alamak. I don't know what to write. Never Mind, She is just totally idiotic. She is just so. Omg. Can't say it. Anyway. I am really stressed. Girls and boys, never think of having a B.G.R at the age of younger than 13 it is really irritating. Hush. Anyway, nothing much. I am scared.

How Can You Say That To Me?

2005-02-19T22:47:00.000-08:00

I know that you somehow don't like me. But, how can you say that, I need an ankle guard, it is for my netball game, " Don't play and you won't need an ankle guard." I can also say, " Don't buy plaster than won't fall down." Its like "Uhh.."Somehow I think that you don't like me. Why? She isn't that cute is she? I remember the Johor trip that time, I had stomach ache you didn't even care, u still said "What can I do?" It hurt me. She was obly feeling cold. I was both cold and was in pain. How can you do that? Somehow, i really wonder, was i born into the correct family. I don't mind being born into a poor or rich family as long as I am loved, I am really hurt. I don't know what to say. If she really is that cute. You might as well sell me away, isn't it better? You can love her all you want. You don't need to care about me. There's nothing I can do now.

Will You Understand Me? I Believe You Can, One day.

2005-02-18T23:07:00.000-08:00

I know i have done wrong, but please forgive me. I didn't mean to disappoint you. Just that i think that you are not fair towards me. If by what I am trying to say now, will you understand me? I just guess not. You are never fair to me. So what if she's cute. Is she capable of anything? All she does is give you trouble. Its never seem fair to me. You think that I am going against you. I will not go against you unless I have a reasonable reason. If I done anything wrong, I will try to explain it to you. Somehow you just don't listen to me. You say I seem to be the "Cheif". I am not. You broke my heart once and you broke it again. It just had shattered into pieces. I really hope that one day you will understand me. But all I know that is for now, you still don't understand me. I wonder if everything was planned to be like that. is heaven that cruel. or is there a suprise awaiting me. I don't know. I wish that all this will come to an end, hopefully. if god is able to understand me, I truly think that you can do so too.